There are so many question i wana ask, so many thoughts that im thinking, and so many stuffs that is in my head. Yet i feel that it is better to keep it inside me.
Why am i like that? A disorder perhaps.
Yes i told someone i feel like being a counselor, i feel that everyone needs someone to understand them. Though i feel that i could be there for people, understand their problems and help them out of it.
But sometimes, they just get me wrong. This is a problem pointed out. Somehow this is making me feeling so lousy and useless. Not many people have the same personality as me.
Trying not to burden people but yet burden them in some ways. Trying not to make people misunderstand me but they still do.
Sometimes, that's just how the way i feel. I remember someone said that, " the person who try to keep everyone happy at times, is the most lonely person." Probably the same applies to understanding people.
Yeap, i am sorry, i am just ranting.
Peace in.