Feel like deleting CBOX soon. like really soon.
Hectic week, its so crazy. but its okay. Jesus is with me.
This song is bringing me through everything...
Hillsong - King Of All Days
"At Your cross
I lay my burdens
At Your feet
Where Your love covers
All I've done
Now I walk with You Lord"
Such powerful words in this song. Such love for us. Such...
*breathless*
This is a post, a serious post. A Bro Post.
Bro, whats worth it whats not, we all know. You feel that it's worth it, I feel the same. But lets just forget and move on, you tried your best, you did everything. We all can see.
"Pan Guan Zhe Qing,"
We all saw how good you treat her. We all saw how much you went through for her. We all saw the guy we never once saw before. You gave up so much for her. You gave up having night time, drinking with me, Ian, Clara. You gave up so much, Don't you think now its the time for you to enjoy your life?
Not saying that shes not good, Not saying that shes controlling you. But I am just saying that you should know how much you gave up for her. Even if she doesn't appreciate, We appreciate it. Even if shes doesn't care about you, We Care.
IF not why i will call you right after my Church Group on Friday. We care. We freaking care. If not why i am trying to ask you to play with me and such, go drink probably this saturday and such. Because as a brother who have been with you for 6 years, i practically know how you will go through for her.
It's not your fault now, so why bother even thinking about it. Yes, its hard to let go. But you will never do when you wont move the first step. Jiayou! I know how much you feel now. I might not be the person doing my very best but at least I am there for you.
SO JIAYOU! DONT THINK LIAO! Now its the time to enjoy your life. Remember my bloglink - His Time Is Now. Yes, Your Time Is Now.
Post dedicated for you. So JIAYOU! Bro article #1, Bros will always be Bros and Bros will be there for you.
On the other note,
I don't know whats going through your mind. But i can assure you that you will come to know how good my bro is. And i can assure you, My bros are the best guys you can ever find. Every single one of them.
I appreciate my bro too much to see him go through all this hurt. It makes me angry.
It's really happy to feel accepted in a person's eye. It's happy to feel that they are trying to know you. It's happy to feel that they remember about you.
I felt this ytd, so strongly.
Seriously, i feel so thankful. I feel so grateful. Thanks for including/talking to me. Felt so nice when you walk in, Somebody offer beancurd and your name was heard.
I never felt so thankful in my life. I hope i can be the best in their eyes :)
PS: PTL , really PTL :)
This post is dedicated to some special and is impactful in my life.
Ignore those thoughts, shut it,
Ignore those eyes, close it,
At the end of the day,
You are still beaYOUtiful.
No matter what they say,
No matter what you think you are,
No matter what they feels its the perfect size/body.
In my eyes, they are whole. In my eyes, you are completed. Dont change it. You were once my birthday present, my silent prayers.
We are all made perfect in Jesus and by Jesus's finish work. We are Christ Beautiful, Not Self Beauty. We are Christ Confident, Not Self Confident.
Our relationship is Christ relationship. Everything of us, is him. So live life confidently and beautifully.
<3
Loves,
Kelver
There are so many question i wana ask, so many thoughts that im thinking, and so many stuffs that is in my head. Yet i feel that it is better to keep it inside me.
Why am i like that? A disorder perhaps.
Yes i told someone i feel like being a counselor, i feel that everyone needs someone to understand them. Though i feel that i could be there for people, understand their problems and help them out of it.
But sometimes, they just get me wrong. This is a problem pointed out. Somehow this is making me feeling so lousy and useless. Not many people have the same personality as me.
Trying not to burden people but yet burden them in some ways. Trying not to make people misunderstand me but they still do.
Sometimes, that's just how the way i feel. I remember someone said that, " the person who try to keep everyone happy at times, is the most lonely person." Probably the same applies to understanding people.
Yeap, i am sorry, i am just ranting.
Peace in.
OH MY GAWD. PRAISE YOU JESUS.
He gave me motivation to do my work and now im on to do my HIST MO~
Finished StoryBoard / IS today. 10% / 15% each. NICE. Typing a script now and also doing my HIST MO~
Praise The Lord.